IeXxXeL-ArtandFic

I gotta say 2020, for me personally, is kinda being an emotional shit storm like 2018. 2018 was a very bad time. I'm still having my emotional break downs, like right now as I type this. BUT-! I can at least say I'm making more art lately. Which I'll hopefully start posting soon. Also I wanna just start posting again. I know nothing I make will get any amount of views, favs or whatever like my cruddy, and horribly spelled fanfics did. But whatever ya know. I just wanna make more stuff about my characters, for myself. I gotta try to be better at pleasing myself than pleasing others. That's all the rambling I got to say for the time being. Hopefully next notification from me will be art related. Drawing or writing, who can tell.

Til next time.

Aaaaaaaaaaaa. I said I was gonna make shit and I've lied yet again. I think I have some ideas but it's taking longer than I want to actually get them done. Also this summer is just been so weird. Lots of shit happening. Also got less than a month of summer break left before College starts up again... part of me wants to quit. But since I'm only a year or two away might as well tough it out and finish. Then time to pay debt! Anyway thanks for reading my vent, or not it's fine not gonna force anyone. But anyway if I can get myself to writing I got some story ideas on some Ocs of mine. Hope some of you like.

Talk later hopefully.

Ok, sooooo, yeah depression and anxiety were honestly a good portion of 2018, I have been feeling pretty good so far. Hoping this relaxing streak lasts for a good while, and maybe I'll start posting stuff again. Probably old Art class assignments. Who knows I may start writing again, It'll be a mix of self-insert and original stories with my own original characters. Also sorry to anyone wanting continuations of my old ass work, I'm still surprised after years that people are still favoriting those garbage fires, but if you guys like it then well, that makes me happy. 

One of the original story ideas I want to do is a weird battle royal with my characters, I was planning on you guys voting on who you want to win, and I may do that depending on if a lot of people comment or not. Another option is that I use a wheel to decide to help pick. It's mostly for my own enjoyment but I do hope you all enjoy it as well. 

That's all I have to talk about, hope you all have a good day!

Peace

Yeah, I think I'm done posting things here. I'll still check notifications and stuff but I honestly don't have ideas for much of anything. I could also just be bullshitting and come back to post things later but I kinda don't feel motivation for posting stuff on here much anymore. see ya around.